~sAbriNa~

my fave quote is "regret always come too late" ..

somehow..i knew it from the first time that i will regret it.. will feel hurt bout it.. and i wont get the thing that i really want.. on the other hand, i dont want to be selfish..i dont want to promise something that im not sure that i can keep it or no..i dont want to owe someone an explanation.. i dont want someone get hurt becoz of me.. and the main thing is..i dont want to get hurt anymore….

although i knew it from the beginning that this situation would happened… but actually..deep inside my heart.. i dont want it……

for someone out there..i just want to say thank u for everything that u have done to me.. u taught me so many things before i came here.. i learned to love..i learned to care..and i learned to trust a guy for the second time..

i know it sounds so weird and kinda too late.. but believe me.. i made that decision becoz i want to set u free.. u deserve someone better than me.. and i know i cant give u anything that u need from a girl….i cant be around..i cant cheer u up and tell u that everythin will be okay..and do somethin stupid to make u feel better.. coz im not there.. im miles away from u… although it was kinda hard for me..but i never show it to u.. i pretend to be strong.. i pretend that i dont have any feeling to u…..

well..now u have ur own life.. and i have my own life… thank you for everything..

aahh..gilaaaa.. gax kerasa ajah gue disini udah mau 5 bulan..!! kangen bgt ama jakarta..!!! kgn ama keluarga dan tmn2 gueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KANGEN BGTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT..!!!

skrg gue makin yakin klo keluarga dan tmn2 gue ituh brarti bgt dlm hidup gue..

i really love u smuanyaaaaa…!!! my words can only tell how much i miss u all……but they cant show my real feeling which is more than that…..

mmwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…

aahhhhhh..Alhamdulillah bgt skrg kelasnya udah enrolled semuaaaa..!!! yyaaayyy..!! no more waiting list..!! \(^_^)/

yahh..walopun jadwalnya agak2 mencar2 gax jelas gt..tp gpp siyh.. huaaa.. leganya..!! untung professor yg trakhir ini baik.. jdnya gax usah begging2 segala.. hehehehehehe.. =D

tp gue dpt pelajaran berharga minggu ini..! hehehe.. ‘thx’ bgt dah buat advisor gue yg nge’bantuin’ gue.. hahahaha..cukup tau ajah.. =P

pokoknya skrg udah bisa bernapas legaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa… ffiiuuhhh..

well uhm.. cuma pgn bikin sesuatu yg baru ajah di taun 2006 ini..hehehe.. makanya pgn nyoba punya blogs.. kyk apa siyh.. =P

resolusi taun 2006? uhm..kyknya gax ada deyh.. cuma do my best in everything deyh.. n try not to regret the things ive done..

kmaren taun baruan di new york.. seneng jg..tp kangen bgt ama indy.. aneh bgt.. d boring indy..hehehe.. tp ternyata semua tmn2 gue yg lg pada vacation jg pada kangen tuh.. makanya agak2 glad to be home jg siyh.. lagian jg udah ran out of money tuh.. mana paychecknya blom dpt..huhuhu..

i miss home..miss my family n friends.. cant wait to go back home this summer.. =) on the other side.. im kinda like in here..feels like my second home (it is my second home..haha) but i dunno what will happen when my friends goin back to their home country.. i’ll be all alone.. luv ya guys..!!

well uhm..jd ngalor ngidul.. udah ahh.. cuma mo ngetest doang kok.. duduuu..