Saturday, March 4th, 2006
huh…… udah bulan maret ajah niyh.. makin deket ke bulan mei…. gax kerasa banget taunya udah mau 7 bulan ajah gue disini..
tapi..makin deket jadi makin gax pgn deyh ke bulan mei…… soalnya tmn dkt gue disini dua2nya bakalan pulang ke negara mereka masing2.. abis itu gue sendiri lagi deyh…… dan abis mereka pulang.. kita gax akan bisa lagi ketemu deyh…. paling jg klo ketemu cuma utk bbrp minggu, thats all.. sedih bgt klo mikir itunya… gue udah biasa bgt tinggal brg mereka.. setiap hari brg2.. sedih ama seneng bareng2.. but what can i do..?????
jadi inget waktu pertama kali dtg kesini.. gue bilang ke nykp gue klo gue gax mungkin deyh yang namanya punya tmn dkt disini… tp ternyata gue justru dpt tmn yang gue ngerasa dkt bgt..!! kita malah mikirnya jgn2 we were sisters in the past..hahahaha.. aneh siyh.. but thats what we feel bout each other……
and now..they r goin back home…soon……. and after that we have our own life… in the different part of the world… i know i will miss them very very much… and my summer here will be so empty and different.. but thats life…..
in the other hand, i cant wait to go back home.. to meet my family and friends… i miss them sooo much..!!! however, i have to go back to indy after all…and face it..that i will be all alone again..just like the first couple weeks i came here…. i hate that… i have to start from the very beginning.. i have to adapt with everything for the second time…….
and deep inside my heart..i know i wont have friendship like i have now..
