~sAbriNa~

two days..two days after my very best friend went back to her home for good……. it’s very hard for me….. =((((

before i came here..i never thought about having a best friend..or even friends that i close to… but everything changed… i met good ppl who became my good friends and my best friends…. and i had a lot of good memories even though there are always bad memories from everything..even i had the worst in my life… but still.. i had tons of good memories….

ive learned so many things..how to value my life and my relationship to other ppl.. how can i appreciate every moment that i have when im with ppl that i love and care about…

the last couple weeks before my friend went back home were very hard.. coz i know that shes leaving soon…and i might not seen her for the rest of my life… when u live with someone for the whole year and sharing everything in every single day together.. u will understand what i feel… it feels like a part of me missing…….

i always wanted to have a sister… and god answered me.. god met me with my friend…. even though it was only for a year.. but im so glad that i met her… ive learned so many things from her.. and in a few days..my another sister is goin back home too……both of them are goin back home for ever….

ive also learned so many things from all of my friends.. now i know who are the real friends..and who rnt.. i wish i could change some things from my past.. but i couldnt.. and my friends were here to help me stand up again… to be strong..

there r no words cant describe my feeling right now… everything mixed… so sad that everyone’s leaving……. in the other hand, im happy for them coz they went back home to meet their family and friends…… i cant be too selfish and wishing everyone stay.. i know that.. but i cant stand it….  i wish i can make all of my friends staying here.. and none of us have to be separate from each other… separate from each other for thousand and thousand miles…..

i think thats all from me.. or i will never stop..

now.. i just wanna say thank you for all my friends in here.. i know none of u will read it.. but……uhm.. thank you for giving me the best time in my life….and to teach me the meaning of friendship….. i will never forget about all of u guys…

i love u all…………………………………………………..